Life Unanticipated

I’m stretching my ears and I started a while ago and it’s been pretty easy, I mean don’t get me wrong there were times it hurt but not as bad as trying to get to 0 OUCH!
My boyfriend has been bugging the shit out of me to hurry up and stretch up but I haven’t been wanting to and then finally I tried about two weeks ago and I got through stretching with a taper and it hurt so damn bad that I was on the floor wanting to cry, kicking and screaming! I was never able to get the gauge with one flare side in my ear and with all the pain of trying to get it in my ear I gave up and threw it all across the room cause I was so pissed and in pain lol. Mr.Carlos just suggested to me the other night about the measurements of the stretching technique and how there is such a jump between two and zero and since he is an aircraft mechanic teehee there’s two sizes of hi-locks that will help me to get to zero without having to go through all that pain.
I took him up on his offer and now I’m sitting here with airplane hi-locks in my ears lol, I feel silly but whatever works right?